one of things i resolve to do this year is not to worry about things i can't do anything about because worrying just deprives me of energy and sleep. so far, i've been true to this promise to myself...until this week.
there are only two things i constantly pray about whenever i pray...good health and safety for me, for my family and for my friends. i don't pray for more money, i don't pray for a boyfriend or a husband, i don't pray for a car or a house...i pray for good health and safety.
and i have never worried about things i can't do anything about until this week. it seems that my friends who are sick are increasing and this bothers me and worries me a lot. and whenever another friend adds to this list, it seems that my faith is decreasing. i know this is wrong but it just is.
now i pray for one other thing...that i will remain faithful as the lord is faithful to me and that i will hold on to this faith that he will continue to provide me, my family and my friends good health and safety.
i'm just so sick of people being sick and it sucks.
there are only two things i constantly pray about whenever i pray...good health and safety for me, for my family and for my friends. i don't pray for more money, i don't pray for a boyfriend or a husband, i don't pray for a car or a house...i pray for good health and safety.
and i have never worried about things i can't do anything about until this week. it seems that my friends who are sick are increasing and this bothers me and worries me a lot. and whenever another friend adds to this list, it seems that my faith is decreasing. i know this is wrong but it just is.
now i pray for one other thing...that i will remain faithful as the lord is faithful to me and that i will hold on to this faith that he will continue to provide me, my family and my friends good health and safety.
i'm just so sick of people being sick and it sucks.
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