i watched army wives s04ep13 online, replayed it two times already and yet i couldn't help but cry again on those touching scenes. the episode is about saying goodbyes. yes, i know, i've been home for more than a month, 1 month and 3 days. i am really glad i am home but watching this episode made me think about the times when i was writing thank you and goodbye notes, and saying goodbye to the friends i made in the US. i was even asking myself where's the good in goodbye? well, i am saying it yet again, a wise woman told me it's all good. every moment in this lifetime is precious. every step of the journey IS the journey. she was right all along. and this woman is one of the many whom i miss.
it's always hard to say goodbye. it's part of attachment. Angeles Arienne cited Harrison Owen’s The Immutable Laws of Spirit which are ‘whoever is present are the right people to be there; whenever we start it’s always the right time; what happens is the only thing that could happen; and when it’s over, it’s over.’ i didn't want to think of the fourth law because i didn't want it to be over, but i had to let go. in the immortal words of semisonic every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end.
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